Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I'm a nerd.

Today was the first day of the first session of summer class. I have World Lit. with Mr. Mayo at 8:00 am, followed by Macroeconomics at 10:00am. They were fun. I like each teacher's teaching style. So, eight am classes aren't really my style, but I kind of like this one. I'm starting this radical new approach to life. I hear it's commonly known as self-discipline. Who knew? I kid, of course. This is no hidden secret. It's just one I have not actively practiced in my academic pursuits. Fine, I'm a lazy bum. Twilight actually seemed to point out my work-ethic shortcomings. Bella is very disciplined, or seems to be that way, and I wonder how normal that is. That is, I wonder how many times I've justified my laziness and assumed that this is how everyone lives, and even further that this is how a person should live. No, this is not the way to go. Blah.

I'm also (very begrudgingly) applying for a job at Target. Nothing against them, it just makes me nervous even thinking about any kind of interview. Plus, my resume is a joke. I have so little job experience. Even if I go through with this thing, what I get turned down? There is something comforting in the possibility that I could have gotten a job if I wanted one there and something belittling in the thought that I did try and put my best foot forward and it wasn't good enough. That's pretty cocky of me. But now that I've said it, I should actually do something about it. I left a voluminous mess at Kelley's house.
Here it is, in no particular order....
  1. Go to Kelley's house and relieve her of my mess/things.
  2. Go to Target.
  3. Read for World Lit. and Econ.
  4. Chillax with Kelley and Brandy.
  5. Unpack my things and put them away in drawers at Daddy's house.

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